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BISH!! IM NOT FAT!! ITS JUST MY STOMACH IS IN 3D PART 2

THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN ON JULY 4TH

BACK ON JULY 16TH I WROTE A POST TALKING ABOUT  HOW I WAS GOING TO START WORKING OUT AND CHRONICLE MY JOURNEY ON MY WEBSITE. THIS IS PART 2 TO THAT.

LOOK AT THAT SH*T RIGHT THERE. SMH. AINT IT SEXY? I KNOW. I JUST WASN'T QUITE HAPPY WITH IT THOUGH. WELL MAYBE IT WASNT MY STOMACH THAT I WASNT HAPPY WITH. I WASNT HAPPY WITH MYSELF.......AS A PERSON. DURING THE TIME PERIOD I TOOK THIS PICTURE I WAS AT A VERY LOW POINT IN MY LIFE. I FELT AS IF I COULDNT GET ANY LOWER. LIKE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WAS MEANINGLESS. ESPECIALLY ME. I FELT AS IF I HAD NO VALUE TO MYSELF OR TO ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. SO I DECIDED TO MAKE A CHANGE. I DECIDED TO START HITTING THE GYM. WHEN I FIRST WROTE ABOUT MY WEIGHT I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER ABOUT MY APPEARANCE & MY PHYSICAL HEALTH, BUT THE MORE I STARTED WORKING OUT I STARTED TO NOTICE THE EFFECT IT STARTED HAVING ON ME EMOTIONALLY AS WELL AS MENTAL. I COULD BE STRESSED TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL OR DOWN IN THE DUMPS BUT BY THE TIME I GOT FINISHED WITH MY WORKOUT I HAD EITHER CLEARED MY MIND OR FIGURED OUT A SOLUTION TO WHAT WAS BOTHERING ME. WORKING OUT BECAME MY WAY OF ACHIEVING INNER PEACE. HONESTLY EXERCISING HAS HAD A STRONGER IMPACT ON ME MENTALLY THAN IT DID PHYSICALLY. I WAS ABLE TO FIND MY VALUE. I WAS ABLE TO LOCATE MY SELF WORTH. I WAS ABLE TO SHED THE EXTRA POUNDS OF GUILT, FRUSTRATION, FEAR, DOUBT, SELF HATRED AND UNWORTHINESS. SO IF I NEVER GET THE BODY THAT ALL THE BROADS FALL OUT FOR, ITS OK. I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD ACCOMPLISH IN A MILLION YEARS. I WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL FOR THAT. TO EVERYBODY WHO SENT ME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT, I TRULY APPRECIATED IT. MY STOMACH HAS GONE DOWN A LITTLE BIT. MOST OF THE PHYSICAL RESULTS HAVE BEEN IN MY ARMS, BACK AND SHOULDERS. SO ANYWAY BELOW YOU WILL SEE A PICTURE OF MY RESULTS SO FAR. IM FAR FROM FINISHED. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING...........


THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN TODAY (08/17/12). 2 THINGS...1)THATS WATER ON MY SHIRT. LOL. I JUST LEFT THE GYM AND 2) MY FACE IS BLURRED BECAUSE MY SON(HE'S 6) TOOK THE PICTURE & I WAS TRYING  TO GIVE HIM INSTRUCTIONS HOW TO DO IT BUT HE TOOK THE PIC ANYWAY AND MY FACE WAS LOOKIN CRAZY. LOL.

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